Love and its skin depth

can you really measure love ??? is there a ritcher scale .........................by love i do not necessarily mean conjugal love ...........peel and dive ..........................what do you feel like ??? nose in the water .? heart stuck in a tree ? standing right on top of the nostre damus? well this is my today's thought about love.....

know but not show ............ the typical sense of undiscovered territory , i dont think about THEM all day ......... as THEY are so very prominent in my mind ............................i dont rejoice on seeing THEM ,as THEY are so in front of my eyes all the time .............i dont miss THEM , as THEY are always with me ......................i sulk when i am with THEM as i am so very engrossed .....................can i say something ? well its a different concersation altogether which needs to be struck .....................i live and let live ...................reach for the ground ..........look THEM in the eye ............................ to read bio-level encryptions !! grind my mind to project what i feel but to no avail ..do i need this hypocrisy ? that goes without an answer i guess!!!! THEY come and THEY go but I dont change .......i dont want my love to change ............ i dont wanna compete as i crave unchartered territories........................
do i really need to scale my LOVE ???? do THEY really want me to???

Game Day

Game Day is here .......................and we gotta keep up to it . The terms , the norms and the moves , which would all be a contributor ......
I was just sitting at home , watchin TV wondering about my next objective
and all i could think was what i could not do , and all i could do , i could not think of . But when i get pensive i also get delirious .............................so i thought of Game Day .......................

Game Day is when you are at your best
Game Day is when you conquer the rest
Game Day is when you scale the sky
but Game Day makes you wonder why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whenever i have to face Game Day , i tell myself one simple little thing

At the end of Game Day there is a vast catastrophic wilderness , wherein you dont get to cry over Game Day but pin the flag and find some peace in disguise .......................camouflaging the next Game Day.......................................Amen

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 -----Original Message-----
From:   Basu, Dipayan 
Sent:   Wednesday, May 24, 2006 7:06 PM
To:     '703004529.caveman@blogger.com'
Subject:        hii check my new tech blog site

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hii check my new tech blog site

the url is
www.dellsolutionsgjct.blogspot.com

but the site is only for genpact dell employees

damn the red shades

ARE YOU REALLY FOND OF SHADES OF RED . DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT RED MAKES YOUR DAY.......KINNA COLOUR OF VIBRANCE....DAMN YOU.......just that i simply cant agree with you ... nope..no way buddy..........its the age of green.... you wont even realize what green means to me ....it means a whole new world to me ....had that red dress day in office where every damn thing around me drove me nuts.... there were all those jason's and cinderellas all about the place swaying their dresses sashaying around ...well
kinna swashbuckling attitude huh! well im the only "guy with the grass" around..
i hope there is no red in hell when i get there , or else i'll introduce some kinna "green sway in the way competetion" and achieve what i want...

the next day of reality

"well success is only skin deep...but being an ant you can always drown in it......considering every possibility of a defeat .......what makes me sick is the desire to succeed in a race of wimps and churls ....... creating alternating possibilities .....when u gotta find that one little loophole...... but through failure, i find a sense of achievement ..... i feel like the most successful man in the world because i have always been a failure( by choice)........ success can leave you at any point'o time ...but failure is the next God...well would he ever desert you unless you want him to ... and being with you , he would always make you a wiser man..........so why should i run for success while i have failure by my side , all the time..."

Well not a great comment to put on at the start of a journey... but thats exactly what has been at the back of my mind whenever i have ever stepped outta my house....running for success ....And mostly when i do manage to achieve it , the thought spreads its roots even deeper into my cerebrum often reaching the cerebellum ...forcing me into compulsory acknowledgement....AMEN